anxiety..

Right now...

i'm in my room...

after a whole day taking care of my father..

who is right now in the hospital because of infection at his right leg...

I just don't know why..

some people say it was because of diabetes...

some say it was because of black magic..

maybe one of these statements are right...

or both of them are correct...

I feel very pity for my father...

he looked very weak and vulnerable as if..........

I just don't want to say it...

astarghfirullah...

I know i am not quite strong in terms of my faith to YOU..

but,ALLAh s.w.t

please cure my father as he would live his life to the fullest before....

I'm still young and i can't bear the loss of someone who is very important to me for this moment..

I hope I can be strong and contentful towards what is happening right now..

thank you...

HOLIDAY..

holiday....

hurmmmm...

what to do for this holiday???

meet some old and new friends???

go for a vacation???

or just chill at home doing bundles of assignments waiting to be finished....

i can't do anything right now because i am broke and useless ;

towards my family and my friends...

i just don't know what to do..

sometimes i feel that i can be bored to death...

i just dont know why...

because there are things which are indescribable by words....

you just need to feel it..

right now i am sleepy and exhausted due to no reasons..

i feel jealous with my colleagues who managed to obtain their allowances earlier than expected..

huhuhu..

nah,its nothing actually..

wonder what i will do if i have got my allowances right now???

what about you people???

could you please give me suggestions???

i want something which can benefit myself and the communty for the common good..

aisehhhhhh..

end of story..

limited altruism....

do you people realize that not all of us have the same understanding in each and every situation that comes up in our mind?
sometimes i realize that each and every one of us would likely to argue in just which man or woman is the best for you;which one has meet your perfect expectations and your fantasy as well.
According to HLA Hart in his view upon the Truisms about the human nature is :
"we cannot understand anyone as we are not far sighted enough. Our level of understanding is different because of different personality".
In this case,people even though close friends,could not understand you COMPLETELY because we have limited altruism.
when we ourselves have different personality,surely it influence the way you think of something.
so that is why we have different jobs,different cars,different shoes,different perception on a particular matter.
just accept it,we are all weak.............

Hermaphrodite and my views about it.

It's hard to say when a 'woman',usually before this is a guy given by the name Muhd Fazdil Min bahari who eventually turns out tyo become a woman by citing that "I didn't do anything wrong.I am just being in the wrong body,that's it".
referring to this situation....
I've got a question which bears in mind....
Is Fatine a.k.a Fazdil a hermaphrodite or a transvertite??
In terms of legal perspective,same sex marriage is illegal in Malaysia.
this person (maybe I should refer this person as 'her' according to the current gender) cannot registered her marriage in Malaysia's court because when she left Malaysia a few years ago, she was registered in Malaysia as a'man'.
In terms of religoius perspective,she has committed a sin that is very serious and can cause a slight catatstrophe in the muslim world as she claims that she is still a muslim no matter what.
I'm no trying to be pious here but what the F**K is this?
I just dont get it.Maybe i'm not that liberal enough to be exposed to modern phenomenon..
huhu

MY FIRST POST.

right now i'm in my BEL 120 class that is my english class and i see that a lot of my colleagues have their own blog.I feel i should not waste my time checking through my myspace account again and again even though there's no one giving me a comment.Actually that's bullshit.
Anyway,my surroundings have encouraged me to have my own blog and from now on.....
I am called The Typewriter..
Ifeel flatterd beause now I can articulate my thougts and opinions in avery appropriate manner...
THANK YOU..